It's been a very long day. My heart aches, I'm lonely. I'm determined too though. I can and will do what it takes to survive my life. if that means that some days I have to do more in a day than my body is able to do -- what is a body to do! I will take it easy on days that I'm able. Right now? it means a break. I'm going to read, play computer games, watch tv. I will do what must be done to keep my children cared for but outside needs are going to be put off. I need time for me and I am going to take it.
I miss my dearest friend. The one I depended on more than any other friend. I hope one day he misses me. I hope one day he comes looking for me.
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