Footprints in the Sand

I just have to remember "it was then that He carried me". I want to feel His arms around me so badly. to hear Him whisper how much he loves me. I want to open up my heart and soul and flood myself with how much I am loved. I am GODs princess. What others feel about me, how others treat me... doesn't matter. I'm Gods girl.

I have to remember that. I just have to remember that.

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Touching the surface

It's been a very long day. My heart aches, I'm lonely. I'm determined too though. I can and will do what it takes to survive my life. if that means that some days I have to do more in a day than my body is able to do -- what is a body to do! I will take it easy on days that I'm able. Right now? it means a break. I'm going to read, play computer games, watch tv. I will do what must be done to keep my children cared for but outside needs are going to be put off. I need time for me and I am going to take it.

I miss my dearest friend. The one I depended on more than any other friend. I hope one day he misses me. I hope one day he comes looking for me.